"So now you can understand why I'm pacing in front of this forum asking ten thousand questions every day. And, I keep telling my story because I know there are new readers everyday. Thanks for listening"
and don't stop jen, just keep firing away.
EDIT AND ADD:
amazing to me you have managed to hang in there for 3 years with all what you have going on, many younger beekeepers probably would have become very frustrated and gave up. credit to you for hanging in there, and thanks for being here.