"I am still turning around to see if she is following me."
my heart goes out to you bakers, it's a hard thing when we have to put our critters down, make the unselfish choice to let them go...........
in my house right now, no paws on the floor, i miss this, i miss them. they can never be 'replaced'. in time, maybe another critter will fill your household with joy as trudy did. it is a strong bond and a bond we don't forget, and very unconditional love from them!
very sorry for your loss bakers!