tbone- "I felt stupid because I reacted that way and I don't know why I did. It seems that I feel less comfortable around them now than I did 1 year ago. I don't really like that.
I understand that statement~ I believe that when we see how JP or Scott works with the bees with such ease, that 'we' really want that natural quiet relationship with our bees as well.
It depends on what is going on in my life each day as to how easy I'm going to feel with the bees that day.
I've learned that even tho I pick a time of day when all the conditions are perfect for the bees to be content with me working with them for an hour, doesn't mean that that is a guarantee. I'm learning how to set the stage for when I approach the hives. I'm fed, quiet, mind clear just for the bees.
For me, now into my 4the season, my visits with the bees are more spontanious. I find myself daudling out in the yard watering this and that and without thinking I move towards the hives and life the lids and take a peek, lower the lids and let my instinct move me forward. Sort of like letting the bees tell me if they need help yet or not.
I am a healer by profession, when I lift the lid, I listen, look, and take in the scent. If all is well, I make a plan from there.