Hey Beeracuda, I am so sorry to hear of your illness. I will put you on my prayer list.
In my opinion Iddee has the best feeding concept. Being able to see your girls sucking up sugar syrup will certainly be therapeutic. Like many of the other posters stated, be careful and take care of yourself. Your good health is the most important issue facing you. In the big picture, the bees are small caca. Take care, and we will become your prayer warriors.
Lazy